Tuesday, 4 September 2012

Writing is Therapy, by Maia Walczak

I'm not saying I'm more insane than anyone else.  I think we humans are  insane by default. You don't have to look far to find the insanity.  Think about it, even those who call themselves pacifists and say they  are against violence, will most probably be beating themselves up  about something, judging themselves, feeling guilty or ashamed of  something, and that is violence to self. Violence is violence no matter  who it's aimed at.

Oh wow, once again, I've gone off on one.

Back to the point, in general I consider myself to be someone who can  rationalise my way out of negativity, because I realise that actually  nothing going on outside me truly deeply matters. In the end the fact  that I'm breathing and alive is the inexplicable gift. It's what  matters. It's the magic. However, sometimes there are times when I am  overcome with some kind of strange sadness for no apparent reason. I  know I must not be the only one out there who finds that in such  moments writing is a form of release, and often creativity comes easier.

And there are times when I'm not down but maybe in the back of my mind  there is some kind of confusion, doubt, worry or niggling little pesky  something that quietly natters away, not allowing me to fully enjoy  just being. But whenever I sit down and write my novel - maybe  particularly because of what it's about and the issues it deals with -  it's like I am attending some kind of psychotherapy session. It is  incredible to be your own therapist at times.

It's inevitable that we put something of ourselves into our writing  (whether subtly or very obviously) and that's no bad thing.  Imagination travels far, but it always stems from our experiences.

There's no doubt that many of us do find that writing helps us make  sense of so many things. Sometimes it seems quite a beautiful thing to  me that something we create eventually for a larger audience, is - at  the time we create it - something that has the potential to change us.  I guess that's why it is important to not try to be anything or anyone  else but yourself (the voice that comes naturally) when you  write. Otherwise you won't learn much from it, you'll find it hard and  forced, and it's unlikely you'll enjoy it as much, and in the end your  readers will pick up on it.

Maybe the extent of this so-called 'therapy' depends on what you're  writing about. I don't know. But one thing's for sure, writing can definitely become a space to delve into yourself and life. Some people  fear that, and some people find it quite therapeutic.

I wonder what all you Brit Writers readers and writers think?

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